school is so overwhelming

my parents literally dont care about me apart from my schoolwork. i've only eaten a couple of spoonfuls of soup today and they didnt even notice. they don't care. they've forced me to sit at my desk all afternoon and do my french work [which i was going to do at my own pace in my OWN FUCKING TIME] and they've forbidden me from doing anything else until everything's done. they only want me do do my work so they can get rid of me in good faith the moment i finish s6, im sure of it

i sat at my desk all day and did nothing. i have a modern studies essay due in tomorrow and i havent even started it.